So its December 31st and we’re finally here. After getting up at 6am on 29th December we made our way to the airport (7am)with Matts family (We’ve been staying here for the week of Christmas). When we got there we was greeted with the longest line ever for US Airways check in but thankfully cos we’d done our checking in online we got to skip that queue and go straight to a different EMPTY line and check our bags in, man did we get some dirty looks from that queue! :p The lady at the desk put nice big orange stickers on our suitcases saying Heavy Luggage. I think we’d managed to pack them so that they came to just under 22kg (the weight limit heh), no one bought us any Christmas presents that were too heavy which we was very grateful for.

She told us that we’d need to be at the gate for about 9.45, this is bearing in mind our plane left at 11am, security had gone up tenfold since the terrorist scare on Christmas day. So its a good thing we’d gone so early!

At about 8.15 my family arrived at the airport too, we all sat in an airport coffee shop trying not to think about what was gonna happen in the next hour. I had a hot chocolate from there (not worth the money), it was kinda rank. After supping our drinks it was about time to go to the departure lounge (sadly families cannot come to this part). After much crying and hugging and trying not to say goodbye as its not like we’re never gonna see them again we went to security, didn’t manage to set the alarms off this time when walking through the metal detector, so thought I’d gotten out of being patted down :P

Sadly this was not the case as we got to the gate, we came upon two  long queues one for women and one for men. the lines were basically another security check where security would pat you down and open your hand luggage and check it had nothing suspicious in it. The man line was moving along at a much faster speed than the women, I figure probably cos most of the men had no hand luggage or a small amount of it, whereas women seem to take all sorts with them. I think this took about 40minutes to do, we got on the plane at about 10.35 ish anywho so in plenty of time before takeoff!

First plane was to Philadelphia, 7hours long, it was a pretty rough ride we hit some really bad turbulence towards the end of the journey made me really ill I nearly through up into a plastic bag, kinda put a damper on the rest of the day. Plane food was meh as usual, I’ve decided I just suck at travelling god help me if I ever want to visit Australia, I might need a dose of sleeping pills.

Philly was ok, we had to go through immigration which always makes me feel uncomfortable/scared its really weird to see security staff wielding guns to be honest it is a bit of a culture shock. It was relatively painless had to go through some secondary checks, I think I must have had a miscommunication with the first desk about my length of stay. After that was another security check again relatively painless we got straight through that (we was worried for a short time that we’d be late for our second flight as we only had a 2hour gap) and collected our bags to send them on to the next flight!

Second plane was to our final destination San Francisco! 6hours this time, I tried to sleep through most of it cos sleeping seemed to make my sickness go away. No more security checks here as we was now on an internal flight. Flight was pretty smooth, we landed got our luggage and headed to the car rental place (we’re renting a car for the first month to give time to find a car)

We got this car:

It’s a Mazda 6. Matt isn’t so keen on it cos he cant get his seat the right height, I think its ok. Glad its not a pickup. :P

After getting the car we pretty much headed straight to the hotel we’ll be staying in for the next week and went straight to bed. We was so shattered, I think by the time we checked into the hotel it was 4am UK time.

I’ll probably update later about what we’ve been up to since getting off the plane!

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The nerves are really starting to kick in now excited nerves though. Last night my parents took me and Matt to watch Avatar, I really enjoyed it the story is an old one that has been done many times but it was just so visually stunning. It’s the first time I’ve actually watched a movie in 3D it was strange to say the least, I felt quite motion sick for the first half an hour till I got used to it. I think the 3D did work a lot  better when it was with the Navi though for obvious reasons it being computer generated ;)

It’s the first time in ages that I’ve been to the cinema and been visually in awe of a movie and the special effects heh. I’d recommend going to see it :)

Another reason that my parents invited us over was a sort of early Christmas dinner/present opening as our presents will need to be packed up before Christmas. So my mum made nandos style chicken and other goodies, the chicken was yummy. I’ll miss stuff like that when I move, even if i do take it a bit for granted at the moment. We opened our presents after dinner got in total we got:

  • A pizza stone and cutter set
  • Nando’s sauces and skewers (they don’t have nando0s in America b00oo :( )
  • A pin-board in the style of the union jack (its cooler than i make it sound lol i love it)
  • Some pretty photos and frames
  • A jewellery box
  • A book ( Let the Right One In ) and a book voucher
  • Vapouriser thingy
  • Toiletries
  • Slippers
  • Ale for Matt as I don’t really drink

Really thankful for all the lovely gifts. :)

On Tuesday we’ll be packing all of this and the rest of our home into a shipping crate, our lives all mashed together into one crate its a little crazy. I keep looking around the flat for stuff I could just throw away but I can’t bring myself to throw stuff away I want as much to remember about home and England especially in the first few weeks. I’m scared that I’ll get so homesick so trying to make that easy as possible if I do. :)

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December 13th through December 14th:

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Things need to change

It’s 10am I’ve been awake for 16hours that means I woke up at 7pm yesterday after having gone to bed at 10am I think it was, so about 10hours sleep? I really suck at maths but that’s not my point. My sleeping is so screwed up, I just don’t understand it at all. I can only hope being 8hours behind means I’ll somehow switch to California time. I’ve been like this ever since I was little or pretty much all through my teen years, my mum and I argued a lot over me not being a sleep yet at times like 4am-7am.

I mean I get tired obviously but its like my body just refuses to be tired at the right time then come daylight I’m sleepy and pretty dead when my head hits the pillow. I’ve tried different things like staying up all night and going to bed early (like 8pm) but I just end up feeling worse for it. Or trying to go to bed 2hours later everyday for a week. They usually work for a little bit then I have one night where I stay up a little later to watch a film or some TV show and then I am back where I started. I once tried sleeping pills but they made me so tired I slept for nearly 2days. It’s not like I’m not a morning person I quite like it in the morning really and when I do get out of bed I don’t need like hours to really wake up. Perhaps its the lack of things to do or depression but having been like this for at least 10years I just struggle for ideas on how to fix me.

It frustrates me I get so lonely because I am sleeping when every one around me is doing stuff and having a life whereas I am living my life when everyone else is asleep so I have no one to really talk to. I also feel shit because I barely spend any time with Matt at the weekends when I am like this. I just want to be normal.

And the worst part is having to deal with people always making jokes about it or asking me about how I slept things like that, like I want to talk about something that actually makes me depressed. It just pisses me off, is that irrational? :@

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December 12th

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Ugh, Shopping.

Yeah I really really do. I don’t mind food shopping so much but clothes shopping its just horrible. I get pretty depressed about it, I walk around shops and I look at all the pretty clothes and then the low self esteem kicks in and I think its “too nice” for me and then I put it back on the rail. I see groups of women chatting and trying on clothes and it makes me sad cos I don’t actually have any girl friends to go shopping with. Then there is the figuring out what the hell actually looks good on me thoughts, of which I really have no clue.

It’s so frustrating as I want to wear nice stuff but I can’t get past the self anxiety, when I eventually do buy something nice it gets left in my wardrobe barely seeing the light of day. I wish I could buy clothes online like everything else I tend to do these days but you can’t virtually try on clothes (yet!). I can only imagine what I’m gonna be like when we move to the states, I’m gonna have to do it and have to deal with the sales assistants being even more over friendly asking if you need help when all you can think is “no i wanna get the f.. out of here actually”.

I braved my hatred plus the Christmas shoppers and got my ass down to the Trafford Centre. After about two hours of dragging Matt from store to store I gave up in frustration and we went to Nandos for food (mmm). I did manage to come home with a pair of tights so the trip wasn’t entirely wasted.

We finished the night off by coming home and catching up on Dollhouse, the actor who plays Victor (Enver Gjokaj) was so good in “The Left Hand” (s2 e6) I hope he gets more work after this, he was such a convincing Topher, and the time when he played Dominic again really convincing. I’m really sad that it’s been cancelled its almost like the show was never really given a chance, lack of promotion plus friday night timeslot. Meh I do think had it been more set around all of the dolls and not just Echo it might have survived a little longer than 2seasons but guess we’ll never know.

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So this is the first post?

So I never know how to start a blog off with the first post, I usually end up writing a load of crap about nothing I’ll apologise firstly for my grammar I know it sucks. The whole point of this blog is basically to update my family and friends at home all about my life in America, I’m moving there if you couldn’t already tell. On the 29th December 2009, just in time for the new year.

Moving to America is probably the biggest thing so far in my life that I’ve done, it terrifies me but in a good way. I know I’ll get homesick and I’ll miss English food but its just one of those things when you have the opportunity to do it, you should do it. I’m looking forward to the weather, anything is better than rain, rain and more rain plus correcting the Americans on how to spell ;) .

I can’t say I know much else about California except what I see on TV/Films which I can only imagine is as realistic as Eastenders is for us Brits and the 4 days I spent there in October, though I did really enjoy myself. I think watching my weight and exercising is going to be doubly important also as the food portions and plate sizes were ridiculously HUGE, think a desert but on a dinner sized plate, crazy!

So heres to the new year, and a new beginning :)

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